travel

2 weeks later...

I open my eyes to hear again the sound of monkeys as the sun gets ready for the day, so does the nature. It sounds like monkeys, but by now i know they aren't. They are fun birds that just make the sound of a monkey to my ears. They are called kookaburra's. I don't want to leave my bed as mornings are cold still. You wouldn't expect that from Australia, as it's commercially usually shown as a sunny place. It is, mostly. But sunny doesn't always mean warm. So how has life been down under? Let me tell you.

I arrive after long travel in Sydney airport, relieved that my long journey is getting...

7 - 27 - 14 % - 68. Read to understand what numbers mean.

7.

For about the last 7 days, i have been mentally really in a bad place. I have blogged previously about anxiety and such. Well this last week has been way worse than every before. My anxiety got to a point where i almost daily cried. Where fear and tension was my daily companion. One day also had a panic attack. That moment when your fears and worries take over your mind and you start crying and crying turns into some sort of breathing weirdness. Not entirely hyperventilating, but like you don't have enough air. You feel paralyzed and weak. Not that you would actually be paralyzed, but...

Growing pains

It's a rainy saturday morning, i have candles lit to comfort me, as i have just said again goodbye to my long distance love who was with me in college for a month. I am sad, yet i feel that it has been a good month. Also very very challenging and hard month. Challenging is such a christian word though. We use it often instead of saying problem, like we would be afraid of problems. So we say it's challenging, instead of trouble, or problem. Anyway, yes, it has been troubling, hard, emotional, tough, challenging, but also good, growing, developing, learning month with Peter.

Before i met...

AUSTRALIA (part 1) - long awaited post about my time down under

Yesterday i got to a point where i was thinking that, oh, haven't really posted about my trip much. And it's been way too long. Some people have asked me about it, but mostly they ask about "how did he propose" :D
But besides the proposal to have my hand in marriage, which i'll also write about, i'd love to share what did happen there in the two weeks i spent there.

To start off, i had to ask time off from school. For two weeks. I prayed a lot, but got the permission. We had then purchased tickets for me and this was my first time traveling all on my own this long. Kind of scary, anxiety...

Heatwave and few months later...

Last i wrote it was november i think, and nope - not sorry that i haven't written. Rather have been living my life. And yes, a lot has happened in between.
So what has really happened for those who aren't that close to us, might not even know?
Well...
We have been to New Zealand for a week. God covered all the costs, BUT it wasn't a good trip. Let me explain. Immigration people told me to leave the country, for my visa. So currently i am on a working holiday visa (WHV), and when i was back in Denmark we applied for partner visa, which would allow me to stay here longer. So to get that...